As stated on my personal page, this is a website that is told from my character's perspective. But I didn't want the page to be too cluttered, so I'm putting most of the information here.
This site indirectly tells the tale of a self aware Tolya, who recognises that he's nothing. Nothing but a bunch of pixels on a screen. Since he's, literally speaking, nothing, he takes out his frustrations on anyone he comes across. Yeah, that's a dick move. Since he himself is not real, he believes that nobody/nothing else is real. This is why you can see the words "not real" literally everywhere on this website. Other things you might see recurrently are his obsessive behaviours. Remember, you're all he has. So he gets attached to you. But like, not romantically...? Like, he only seeks your approval [pensive wobbly emoji]. Of course, he won't try to get in the way of your relationships, because he physically can't. So don't worry, don't let this motherfucker snatch your wig. You can always close the page, at any time, if you feel uncomfortable.
Simply put, this site is a form of self expression. I like to express myself in obscure, questionable ways - plus, I just have a growing interest in HTML, a skill I can and will acquire. It's also a reference to my experiences with what I can only describe as loss of touch with reality; in my case, I don't believe I'm real. Also referring to how I feel things through my characters, Tolya being one of them.
17/07/2020: What I didn't know was that my Character(tm) was suffering from DPDR all along. I, too, may suffer from it. aaa